I didn't know 
I could shed so many tears
I try to do the things 
I used to do
without him
it even feels
a little more normal
Am I fooling myself?
 
Then I come to the path
where we used to be together
and I sink
into the valley
of painful sorrow
I wander there until 
I rise to a sunny hill
only to sink again
 

How this could ever

Be easier

How could I ever

Breathe again

Will I see the sun again?